The film is shaped as a diary of the director’s memories, telling about the problematic relationship between a father and a daughter caused by the father’s mental illness, and the troubles caused by this condition while growing up. The need to free herself from the influence of the past and to break the shell of silence around this painful situation brings Maryia back to Belarus. There she shoots interviews with various family members and collects their memories and points of view. She takes responsibility for her emotions and concludes that she needs to free herself from the influence of the past, associated with papa’s disease, and to finally build her independent self-portrait. This gives her a chance to revive and to finally show the sincere feelings of the adult daughter to her papa.